why do I only see the love now (‾.‾҂)>

i refused to belived that it could be so there's no way that i'm in love with you , i lied to my self that it's just a petty jealously that i must be feeling lonely , but i cannot hide it anymore .

I think I love you but it must be so, Cause I miss you without you, i cannot do anything,

and you are always on my mind, so seeing this, it must be,

i was unaware, but now I can see that

your presence have delved deeply into my heart

kurolli optago anilkkorago midotjyo naega gudael  saranghandani maldo andwijyo 

kwae-nhan jiltu-il-kkorago naega wiro un kabodago  jashinul so-kyom-watt-jiman  ije donun nan kamchul suga onnun-golyo . I’m falling for you nan mullat-jiman now I need you onu-saen-ga nae mam 

kipun gose aju kuke jarichamun kudaeye mosubul ijen puwayo . 

that I loved you, it doesn’t make sense  that it was idle jealousy, That I was lonely i tried to lie to myself, but I cannot hide it no longer . i keep thinking of you 

Whenever i realize this. i didn’t know, but now i need you suddenly, deep in my heart 

i can see where you’ve settled . Why do I only see the love now . 

dont really know love  i didnt know it would come to me like this  my heart doesnt act like it wants to in front of my love . if i knew I was going to be like this,  i wouldn't have started in the first place  like a fool, I am regretting this late. i wished that you wouldnt be my love i wished that it wouldnt be you 

you deceited me, telling me that its not love . 

what should I do?  where did it go wrong? 

i need to avoid this love 

but I yearn for everything about you .

I hoped that it would be a passing by fate because painful wounds will be left on me but even when I know this, I am still greedy  it keeps getting me sad .__. 

._. wassalam~